trying to lower meds again
eyelids peeled back, drying. rash over every inch of skin, itching all at once. LOUD static, everywhere. knife electric shocks with any small movement. I’m not afraid of you. maybe I need to stay on meds for the rest of my life. or maybe my brain has been modified by the many different prescribed substances and needs time to adjust. our bodies seek homeostasis. I’m going to wait a little longer, to try to be, here, a little longer.