hang on
by me
And just like that I’m there again. No sleep last night. And my sanity has unraveled today. Faking it so my daughter doesn’t see. Can’t breath. Can’t find calm. No energy, no appetite, but no rest. Heart pounding, pounding, pounding. I can’t take it. I don’t want to be here. To be. Gotta hang on. Hang on. Gotta remember this is temporary. It has to be.
Hope you are doing better today…?
Yes, a bit, and seeing any progress at all makes dealing with this easier, because it shows me that feeling better *is* possible.